Thursday, June 27, 2013

Uphill battle

Yesterday and today have been a struggle to resist cravings. Namely in the chocolate department. These guys down here have a sweet tooth so I try to make something sweet at least once a week. Then it's an all day battle trying to keep from eating some of it.
Today I feel like I did pretty good though
This was breakfast. Two eggs and a slice of cheese on an English muffin along with a whole banana sliced up.
This was my noon snack.
I really didn't have much after that until this evening until I at a bean burrito which I forgot to take a picture of before I ate it.

I have been drinking this detox drink that seems to make my stomach feel "lighter" after a meal.
It's not bad tasting and it has had me wanting to drink water more today than usual.

And then this is what kept me occupied the rest if the day!
Tomorrow we are making the long drive back home so I probably won't be posting anything tomorrow.

Tuesday, June 25, 2013

6-25-13: baby steps

This morning I got to sleep in for a change! The guys got back early and decided to go to bed instead of eating breakfast. So I woke up a little more refreshed that usual!
I have decided not to be a fat and calorie nazi, but I will just keep eating healthy, which I already have been doing, but I have horrible cravings for sugar and chocolate. That combined with the lack of exercise has added on the pounds at an alarming rate.
For breakfast I had two eggs and by that I mean the whole thing! I grew up in the country where you knew that chicken worked hard to give you that egg and unless you were planning on making a lemon meringue pie, you better eat the whole darn egg! But I digress...
I also had two pieces of wheat toast with a pat of Real butter split between the two and about a tablespoon of pear preserves on each. Here's where I have another rant. Real butter is not bad for you, as long as you moderate, just like anything else! You should look at the ingredients on the back of a container of the artificial butter replacements. Most or all of them have at least 10 or more ingredients in them. Ya know what butter has in it? Sweet cream and salt. I figure the less artificial ingredients, the better it is. Okay, back to my first day on the road to weight loss.
I took sawyer and we went to the park and I did 10 minutes of jump rope. 60/30 intervals of jumping as fast as I can and then resting. What I learned from this new workout is that I have to be the most idiotic looking person ever to jump a rope. I think the longest time I went without tripping up was 30 seconds and that's pushing it!
After that I did something I'm a little more adept at...walking! I did that for a mile. All this may not sound like much but when your exercising in the southeastern Texas heat, you might as well bring a bar of soap, cause your going to get wet!
After my bath in the park, I made a dieters worst mistake. I went to Walmart while hungry enough to fight a bear for the last box of Twinkies.
And low and behold I noticed something I had never really noticed after several trips into this store. They have a McDonald's right there at the front door. That's convienient...
Well I resisted and went and did my shopping and stuck to my list, which when your hungry is a feat of superhuman strength.
As I was headed for the door my basket kicked into autopilot and headed for McDonald's. I put up a good fight, but in the end I aquiesed and 7 chicken nuggets later (sawyer ate the other 3), a small order of fries, and a sweet tea later we rolled out into the syrupy heat and headed home.
That's why I'm taking baby steps. I'm still going to have those times when I bail out off the wagon, but tomorrow ill be running to catch back up and jump back on with all the other health nuts. Oh forget that, I'm going to jump on the wagon where people enjoy good food, but in moderation and then go run their butt off to feel better. I'm all for healthy food and I love most of it, but I'm all for a huge slice of pepperoni pizza once in a while. I think people who try totally deprive themselves of those little joys (well they are to me), are shooting themselves in the proverbial foot.
MODERATION is the key word of the day. It's a word that I have to constantly keep at the forefront of my brain.
Tomorrow I will be putting up some links to a few detox drinks that are pretty tasty and have seemed to make me feel better. Oh a another side affect is they seem to curb my appetite both for regular food and sweets. Big plus!
Until tomorrow!

Monday, June 24, 2013

First time

This is my first post ever as a blogger. I have no idea what I'm doing so here we go! I'm on a mission to lose 40 lbs. it's a big goal and I'm just looking at it 5 lbs at a time, but I needed to get it out there so people could hold me accountable. My husband and I had out first child back in September of 2012. I have always had problems with keeping my weight down, but had succeeded for the most part. After we had sawyer I have been in a funk. I never feel like I have energy to do anything and I'm struggling with my laziness all day to get something done. I was 195 at the top of my pregnancy weight, but within 3 months of having him I had lost back down to pre pregnancy weight. Almost immediately I begin climbing again and now I'm back up to 185. On my 5'5" frame, that's not healthy and my knees are starting to tell on me. It's a struggle to get up and down out of the floor to play with my son, which frustrates me. So that is the back story on my reason for this goal. 140-145 is my goal range and I plan on making it by next February 2014. I will be posting as much as possible on my progress and things I'm doing to get there. I'm not just doing this for me, I'm also doing it for my husband and my son who need the energetic me back!